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Exhausted

I’m pissed in a way I haven’t been in a while. I’ve been working nonstop to backend two of our work trips since Wednesday morning, pulled two all nighters, and operating on 5 hours sleep the past 66 hours with little help on my side. The job is just expected to get done. As I get done working with one site, it’s time to work with the other site. When that’s done, it’s time to do the reverse. I’m not even on-call this week. I have been working like mad to get stuff done so I wouldn’t have to work tonight or Saturday. I’ll be damned if I’m stuck at home working all day on a Saturday or miss my morning long run. That’s not happening, because here I am. Maybe I can make it to 70 hours.

I was supposed to have a 14 mile training run at 7 AM, that’s not happening now either. I’ve already missed this week and last week’s Wendesday evening group workouts because of work, along with workouts for the past three days. So help me God, if something comes up that causes me to miss running either of my half-marathon races that I’ve spent nearly every day of the past 6 months training for, I’ll explode.

I was completely confused when a phone call woke me up tonight, I had no idea where I was or even _what_ I was when I tried to answer. For about half an hour I found it amazingly difficult to concentrate. I had no idea even what I was supposed to do, I was so out of it. whee.

My Garmin never arrived today either. Looked up the tracking number, it was delivered to Arizona. What the fuck? eBay sellers are getting on my tits here lately.

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